You know, I just understood that I should not discount my gut feeling for too long. Like, okay, there can be blues for one or two days, but if I am feeling antsy-pantsy about something for a long time, then that means there is something. I was feeling this way during like the 2020 to 2022 waala era, and it was because things were not correct, things were not going well academically. Okay, I was feeling that, and abhi the I am feeling almost parallel and I am like everything is fine. What’s the problem? I have the job, I have the money, but I realize no. It’s not that things are not right, things are not what you want, and it’s almost a state of war, buddy. It’s like if you don’t have what you want, then you gotta fight to get it. You you cannot just wake up every morning, feel bad about it, and then just try to assimilate into the day and feel good about it. It’s like no, I’m fucking biting my teeth saying no, I’m in a state of fucking worth. This is not what I want, and I will do everything I can to get what I want, just the same way I did back two three years ago, and I’m gonna do it. It’s like yeah, I’ll get what I want, and yeah, and the moment today morning I realize no, this is not normal, this is. This is not peace time. Peace time, I know what peace time looks like. This is fucking war time. I I know what I have to do to get out of this. Then I am starting to feel better because all of a sudden I am tapping into energy that I was not before. It’s it’s insane because during peace time you are not mustering much courage and what not like getting enough willpower nor are you tapping into the energy that you have because peace time is supposed to be relaxing your body just relaxes. But the moment I understood, no, this is fucking war time, bro. Let’s go. That moment I started. Building so much courage, so much willpower to break through this, that I just don’t feel tired now. In the instant it is all gone. It’s like the state you are in life should correspond or reflect your mental state as well. Only you can properly relax. If life is really good, then if you are in war mode then you are ruining your life. That too you should enjoy. But if it is like a challenge that you want to break out of, then don’t try to make yourself relax. Man, go at it, go fucking fight for it. But of course have your own breaks, have your own victories and celebrations of course.