I am a man who is really ambitious and dreams a lot. That means I have a lot of wants from this life, and managing that many of those is kind of tricky because sometimes you just look around and don’t see things you wanted.

And I realize that I am a Have been dealing with that situation wrongly up till now.

If your default state of action, if you do not have something you want, is to get into a melancholic state instead of trying to get it 24/7, then maybe you don’t deserve to have it.

You are supposed to hound it down.

It should make you livid that you don’t have it and make you act.

It is not supposed to make you feel pensive, melancholic, depressed, or sad or whatever.

In a sense, every want is supposed to split an atom inside you and make you go thermonuclear.

You are supposed to get nuked up ny your dreams.

Dreams are entities that are supposed to just touch a human and light his soul on fire and get him to doing things.

Right things, wrong things, I don’t care. But that should just bring that guy up into action.

Dreams are supposed to initiate nuclear fusion within you. I don’t care about anything else.

Plus, it’s not like those dreams are going to make you do something that is not possible for you. It split a literal atom inside you, you have the energy. You are going nuclear, brother.

You can do it all. You have the energy. And your dreams are actually helping you utilize that energy.

And the fission is not going to stop for thousands of years. So what is this tiny little lifespan that you are worried about? You are of course going to have enough energy to do it all. You can do it all.

Desire is in no sense evidence of you are lacking something. It is actually the proof that you have what it takes to go and get it.

Basically, to have dreams and to compare it with present and feel all sorry for yourself is just bitch behavior. Your dreams are supposed to just push you to plot twenty four seven to get what you want.